your everything i could ever ask for, but im scared. i want NO i LOVE you. but is that enough? will that be enough. i worry so much about the future i cant live life in the present. do you know whats that like? to constantly fear the unknown. they said to be worried about the future is a good thing. its a sign that you will succeed. after all, worrying about the future means you care. care about what i dont know, but you somehow care about life thus you will succeed. honestly im TIRED of caring. caring is making me a frantic stress ball that lives without peace. what is peace? its that feeling you get that tells you everything is going to be okay. to be honest i havent felt that feeling in a long time. and that scares me. everything scares me. i feel like a baby fresh out the womb, except im 21.